Mas masakit pa ito sa heartbreak ng iyong first love.
Mas nakakinis pa ito sa kulang na change ng driver.
Mas nakakaimbyerna pa ito sa mga echuserang chaka
na ubod ng pagka feeler.
Insulting yourself for hours,
Reflecting for days,
Blaming yourself for weeks.
Acting like nothing happened in just one click.
May mukha ka pa bang ihaharap?
Tanong na lageng isinasaisip.
Trying to be cool with it.
And accepting reality, what can I do with it?
Coping up isn't easy as 1,2,3.
Everything needs a process.
Makes me think I've been punish with this.
And now, I have less than 2 months,
To face AGAIN, the most dreadful trial so far.
Too personal to tell,
Tears easily fell.
Frustrated as hell,
Self-pity at its maximum level.
Sabi nila,
everything happens for a reason.
Im so tired na talaga :(.
Sabi ni Daddy from above,
I will give you rest.
So many things happened,
So many mistakes that were made,
So many trials and frustrations.
Someday all of this are gonna make sense.
"You're present situation does not define your future,
Sometimes you have to stop worrying. Have faith that things will work out, maybe not how you planned.But just how they're supposed to."
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